​If you have felt yourself being provoked by life (usually in the form of a person triggering you) to feel deeper into suffering then that could be the influence of the 39th Gene Key, and as you do so with presence and acceptance you may just find that you have been releasing energy blocks within your being.

These could be blocks that you felt you have already worked with, and it's just a deeper layer of awareness, or they could be blocks you didn't even know existed.

For me it came as a deeper awareness of where I can still have a tendency to want to control the outcome, as I meet this shadow in the world of business and am called to acknowledge it within. With awareness of this I have experienced a creative dynamism and energy pouring into my work. As you love those places within where there is suffering you will feel the relief of the liberation of these energy blocks. This key comes with a pressure to find spirit and it can often show up as a deep need to challenge others.  

The Dream Arc creatures of the 39th Gene Key are Mosquito (talk about provocation), Goat and Seagull. 

“Expansion comes without effort. It emerges naturally, slowly, quietly. It brings calm rather than excitement. It brings simplicity rather than complexity. It brings perspective rather than ambition. And it all comes through slowing down.”

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And as we weave our way into the 53rd Gene Key pulse you might be noticing where you are feeling the pressure to expand in your life and perhaps retreating to old ways, out of a deep fear of change. Or you might be feeling a need to move on because things aren't expanding as quick as you would like. It's important to check in whether you are moving on because a cycle is complete, or because it is calling for deeper presence to suffering. Unless we bring awareness to it, the cycles repeat. 

This 53rd Gene Key has a lot to do with seeing cycles through until their completion, but also of providing the spark needed to set new projects and ideas into motion. We cannot force expansion.



​There are currently a couple of presidents in the world who have this Gene Key (multiple times in their profiles) and seek expansion through force, but it is expansion in harmony with all of life that will allow for a healthy kind of expansion. 

Are you being triggered by life? Are you finding yourself challenging the people in your life? Are you feeling trapped and noticing a deep call to freedom? Perhaps some contemplation of the 39th Gene Key will serve. 

Do you find yourself unable to complete tasks and repeating the same stories in your life? Are you feeling a need to expand somewhere in your life? Are you feeling held back by others or your own inner energy blocks? Perhaps some contemplation of the 53rd Gene Key will serve. 

And remember, Gene Keys is not just about the work of the Shadows. This is a way that many in the Gene Keys community can get stuck, only seeing a Gene Key from the perspective of a Shadow. When you think of a Gene Key, the first word you associate with it might give you an indication of your relationship to it. This work is about releasing our natural gifts into the world in service to the whole and the Siddhi is the pure essence of the experience. We work with the whole spectrum of frequencies.  

​The Dream Arc creatures of the 53rd Gene Key are Snake, Rabbit and Stork. ​

​We are rounding up four years of Pluto, the planet associated with underworld journeys and the rising of the Phoenix, moving through the 60th Gene Key (Limitation–Realism–Justice). As Pluto moves out of this Gene Key, I am reflecting on the 4 years that it has been traversing it, how it has affected me personally, and what I have seen in relation to the cracking of the vessels of the systems of the world.

This Gene Key is about the limitations of our thinking, individually and as a society; the structures of our minds; and the structures of the world, including all its red tape. It’s about the structures of education systems and religions that refuse to evolve and allow new energies the space to unravel. It’s also about the limitations imposed by our systems of finance and the man-made laws that have been implemented. We are the microcosm within the macrocosm, so these systems, and our responses and reactions to them, can serve as a source of inquiry.

The Shadow either reacts to any kind of structure or becomes so bound by structures that no new life is allowed to enter, with old structures being held onto tightly. Under the influence of this Shadow, we can become so bogged down by structures that we forget our original intentions. Think of all the projects you began in earnest, only to discover the forces seeming to be pitted against you—the people who told you it was not possible or the organizations that didn’t allow for that kind of thinking in their hallowed halls. It is out of this that the saying, “The pathway to hell is paved with good intentions,” might be said to arise. Some of us have caved to those limitations, others have reacted to them, and still others have transcended them to new levels of freedom.

We might feel that the answer is to have no structures at all, and perhaps the pendulum will swing that way for a bit until we recognize the need for some structures. Structures are necessary, but holding on to them too tightly limits the ability of new energies to move through. Realism allows for the energies to move freely while offering the boundaries needed in the world of form.

The Gift of Realism works with structures in a way that allows magic into the world. It is the cracking of the vessel. It is a gift needed in a world whose old systems have been failing us. Those with this Gift often work inside the systems to change them from the inside out. They have an innate knowing and trust in relation to the timeframe in which such changes occur. They commit to their piece of the puzzle, step back, and allow the changes to unfold. They don’t see themselves as some great savior but as someone who has a role to play in the community in some way—a person who is no longer a victim of limitations, such that they can be a source of support for those who still are. They do not “try” to bring Realism into the world; it happens when they transcend their personal limitations, trust, and allow the intended magic to take place. It is a Gift that, amongst many others, shamans, lawyers, psychotherapists, and ritual space holders often find in their profiles. 

Working with any system of personal transformation will cause us to come face-to-face with the themes of the 60th Gene Key. The Gene Keys themselves have a structure, one that is influenced by other, much older systems such as the I Ching and astrology. We could become so bound by those structures that we identify ourselves and others with them. When treated as guideposts on life’s journey, they can open us up to new worlds. When seen as a rigid definition of who we are, they can limit us. The Gene Keys themselves grew out of a limitation that Richard Rudd, the imagineer of the Gene Keys, experienced when working with another system, Human Design. Others felt the limitations and forged different paths forward, but Richard and many others continue to honor the original structure of Human Design even as they do so. The Gene Keys themselves continue to evolve, with the recent launch of the Star Pearl offering a new structure and creative way of working with the Gene Keys that is quite different to previous pathways, and may in turn influence them in time.

Even the astrological influences of the Gene Keys and Human Design can vary according to the type of astrology used. You may have been very used to working with the Tropical astrology that is at the root of the Gene Keys system. Over the last few years, more and more people have spoken about their deep resonance with the True Sidereal Gene Keys charts. People can become attached to either structure, and I have seen strong arguments for each, and sometimes a strong need to defend each system. This has allowed me to investigate and explore the different ways astrologers work with the two systems and what can be observed through them. I don’t feel the need to discard my Tropical astrology Gene Keys chart, but I am curious about the True Sidereal system and have found some resonance in it. I am also mindful of how the limitations of the mind will cause it to continuously seek resolution at the intellectual level, being drawn in by yet more knowledge and new systems, when in fact, letting go of elements of structure is what is needed at certain times, with less reliance on systems.

When I took on the role of Dream Arc Manager in the Gene Keys, I experienced a period of time when the Gene Keys profile was not in my life at all—I was so deep in the work with the natural world. I could feel the part of me that felt alone, believing I needed to keep addressing the profiles so that I might connect with others in the community, and continue the work I had been doing as a Guide for the last few years. But as I began to let go of the structure of the profile and started working with a different structure in the Dream Arc, I could feel some of my self-obsession melting away. I experienced even more magic occurring in my life. The Dream Arc doesn’t just bring us into a deeper relationship with animals, but with all of life. Dreams are for the whole, not just the individual. And so, I still work with my Gene Keys profile, but much more lightly than before. It has helped me individuate, but clinging to the structure was not going to serve. I realized that, far from being alone, I had come into an even deeper relationship with the world around me and the ancestors who walk with me.

Notice how rigid you are when someone else suggests a system you may not have considered. Is there a risk they could upset the very foundations of your existing structure? Or is there a new energy that you might be willing to entertain?

Have you noticed a shift in your ways of thinking over these last four years? Have you noticed changes in the structures of your life? Did you notice yourself clinging to old ways and structures and eventually release that rigidity? Have you noticed the theme of the 60th Gene Key in the changes in the world? Have you noticed reactions to old ways and structures that once worked but no longer do? Sometimes, that can be the most obvious way to see it, out there in the world. It could be easy to stay in the rage, at those who refuse to allow for the changes, but this keeps us a victim of limitation in other ways. How we react and respond to world structures points us back inside ourselves, to our Shadows and the reclamation of our Gifts—the things we have control over. When in reaction, we could remember to pause, feel the pain, accept and embrace it, and in time observe as it changes from reaction into an inner revolution that calls us to action in the world, free from our previous limitations.

I have definitely observed changes and new orientations in my life. Outmoded ways of thinking that served me in earlier times have been replaced by new ways of thinking and being. Ritual is much more a part of my life in these last few years. I take time to tend the sacred spaces in my home—the spaces where I commune most easily with my soul. My relationship with nature has deepened even more, and as it has, I have become detached from some of the ways of city life, though I recognize where I still depend on it. I now live in a small town tucked within a British Columbian rainforest, and nature offers me the boundaries and structures that I flow within most often.

I am now working as part of a business team after having been a solopreneur for many years. Working alone had been my way for so long. As I came to work more closely as part of the Gene Keys team in the last six years, old ways of thinking had to be left behind. I could see how they were limiting me. The vision of Synarchy has long inspired me, but many of us did not grow up in a world that honored this. And so, I have been decolonizing my mind and challenging some of the ways of doing business that have long been seen as standard practice, which often operate at the shadow frequency. I have also recognized where certain structures I had rejected are still serving at this time, and I am allowing for gradual changes to occur. I still offer work as a solopreneur but from a space of deeper connection to the whole.

Politicians are learning that the old magic that always won them elections no longer works in the same way. New magicians are stepping in, working with the evolving structures of communication. Gone are the days when a giant billboard or controlled conventions alone determined the public’s choices. Some of these methods are still utilized, but we live in a time where more people are connected through social media, where algorithms limit us more than we might realize, or watch podcasts. The rising politicians aren’t all motivated by a place of service to the whole (even if their spin says they are). Manipulation to meet agendas persists, though the structures for doing so are changing.

This four-year cycle is coming to a close as many countries choose new leaders, and chaos ensues everywhere as new beginnings take root. There have been major upheavals, wars, resignations, and impeachments worldwide. To me, it has felt like a collective journey into the underworld, but it would be fantasy to think these changes have brought us straight to the doorstep of a Golden Age. They may provide the contrast that leads to future generations living in a Golden Age, though.

There is a combination of keys called the Cross of Laws in Human Design (60th, 56th, 50th, and 3rd Gene Keys). At the Shadow frequencies, they are limitation, distraction, corruption, and chaos. Any time we go through big structural changes, we can sense these energies at play. There is always an invitation to embrace the chaos so that we might see the underlying order. There are those taking on new roles in new governments who have these keys in their Activation Sequence. This is neither good nor bad; it simply is. These individuals may operate at Shadow frequencies in some areas of life and at Gift frequencies in others, but they deeply feel the change and the need for it.

We are seeing the rise of AI and the impact of this new form of structure and thinking. While it will surely offer some benefits, there are concerns about how it will be implemented. Many are understandably focused on the fears related to AI’s rise, and some are focused on integrating these fears. The outcomes of our use of AI remain uncertain, but if we embrace the uncertainties and fears, we can alchemize them into something yet unseen. We could collectively create new structures where AI may continue to serve us. But we must not bury our head in the sand or deny the very real possible consequences of choosing that path which has foreseen and unforseen detriments. 

As always, the astrology of the planets indicates the influence but does not predict the outcome, only the potential. Each person will experience the influences differently, according to their individuality. In the next few years, Pluto will traverse the 41st Gene Key (Fantasy–Anticipation–Emanation). We have a new cycle of transformation ahead of us. On January 30th, Pluto will move into 41 Line 1. We can feel the anticipation of what is to come, but at the same time, we must allow for the change to occur, we need to the deep spiritual work, and it will continue to intensify. We could get caught up in the dreamy fantasy of it all simply falling into place overnight, rather than becoming what we are called to become. This requires a deeper integration of our Shadows, Gifts, and Siddhis......and yes, a little Grace.

Those of us who have the 41st Gene Key somewhere in our profile may experience powerful lessons in the areas of our lives that these activations relate to. Even if you don’t have it in your profile, you will notice its influence in your life, as all 64 Gene Keys make up who we are—just some more than others. For all of us, the 41st is about whether we dream our life away or live our genius.

As January 30th approaches, I am sure I will feel compelled to share more. For now, I am taking this time to reflect on what has been the transformational journey of Pluto in the 60th Gene Key—for me as an individual (who does not have it anywhere in my profile), for our communities, and for humanity as a whole.

A story that has moved me recently is that of the best-known actor to play Superman, Christopher Reeve. I watched Superman, a documentary movie about his life and struggles. It inspired me so deeply that, rather than writing a Facebook post, I am allowing myself to truly dig in and write a full blog post—something I have not done consistently for some time.
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The first Superman movie was released in 1977, the same year as the first Star Wars movie and the year humanity discovered the asteroid Chiron, also known as the Wounded Healer. During that year, we were introduced to heroic stories that would go on to define an entire generation. I was born in 1978, so although I do not remember the film's release, it is a story that profoundly affected me as a young boy growing up in the seemingly dull doldrums of the UK. It surely inspired my love of flight—something I shared with Reeve himself, an avid flyer before losing his mobility and nearly his life in a horse-riding accident in 1995.

As always, I watched the movie with the Gene Key profiler close at hand, quickly looking up Christopher Reeve's birth date—and even his time of birth—to create the most accurate profile possible. As I sat and watched the movie, the spheres within his chart seemed to light up in different ways at various moments. In this article, I aim to share some reflections on his chart, as well as insights from his life—things that he himself appeared to learn over the course of his journey.

Early in the movie, we hear Christopher say during his promotion of the Superman movie that America needs more heroes. At the time, he did not elaborate on what that meant, but by the end of his life, he offered a reflection that struck a chord with me. The kind of superhero the movie brought to the world was one of superhuman strength, with lasers for eyes, and the ability to fly without any machine (a recurring dream for many of us, including me). But he was also portrayed as kind, with a childlike smile and a cheeky sense of humor. He was less of the machismo-driven hero seen in many action flicks and more akin to the chivalrous heroes of old.

​His meteoric rise (pardon the pun) launched him into the public consciousness as a superhuman being. In his personal life, he seemed that way too—playing sports, flying airplanes, and careening down mountainsides on skis with his family. It was easy to see the Gift of Vitality reflected in his Purpose Gene Key, 58. Yet, it was the later events of his life that illuminated his chart for me.

He appeared to enjoy freedom and seemed to crave it above all else. His desire for freedom even prevented him from committing to the mother of two of his children, as he believed he could not experience freedom while in a relationship. This theme is reflected in his Creativity Sphere, linked to the 39th Gene Key (which moves from Provocation to Liberation and is associated with the Pathway of Dynamism). At the shadow frequency, this key manifests as a fear of being trapped. He had much he wanted to create and achieve in life, and the examples set by his father and other men before him led him to believe that freedom was incompatible with relationships. However, he later changed his mind, marrying Dana and realizing he could experience freedom within marriage. Still, this fear of entrapment would be tested in unimaginable ways.

In 1995, Reeve experienced a life-changing horse-riding accident. He was flipped onto his head, breaking his neck and becoming paralyzed. This man, who had embodied the idea of a living Superman for so many, came close to losing his life. He was placed on a ventilator and told he would never walk again.

Reeve's Core Wound corresponds to the 28th Gene Key (which moves from Purposelessness to Immortality and is linked to the Pathway of Totality). This key forces us to confront the fear of death, which underpins feelings of purposelessness. In the critical moments following his accident, Reeve faced this fear, as did those around him, who began contemplating a life without him. In the years that followed, he questioned his purpose, unable to move or live independently without his wife's or others' support. But over time, he found a sense of purpose—one that transcended his individual needs and served the over 200,000 people worldwide in similar circumstances who could not afford the support he received.

"Nietzsche called the highest level of his Will to Power the ‘Superman.’ His ideas have been dismissed or misunderstood by many over the years, yet I find his insight beautiful and true. We all have the capability to transcend this reality and become a superman or superwoman—someone destined to attain the highest state of purification possible in a human body. To be Superman or Superwoman is to bring an end to death and become eternal." - Richard Rudd, Gene Keys

While watching the movie and experiencing the waves of emotion as the story unfolded, it felt as though Reeve's spirit was present in the room, reliving his life lessons with us.

His life after the accident challenged his view of himself and the meaning of the word "hero." He chose to live out of the public eye for a time, until his moving appearance at the Oscars in 1996. He had been remembered as a man of vitality and strength, yet now he was unable even to brush his own teeth. He knew how the world once viewed him and shared how difficult it was to show this new, vulnerable side to millions of viewers. The standing ovation and tears he received that night inspired him.

"You have to accept yourself as part of a far greater flow than you can see, and as such, you have to accept that there are times when you will feel deeply restrained." - Richard Rudd, Gene Keys

Our Radiance Sphere governs our health, vitality, and aura. In Reeve's profile, this sphere is represented by the 52nd Gene Key (which moves from Stress to Stillness and is associated with the Pathway of Restraint). Those with this key often feel deeply restrained by the universe. For someone who spent the remainder of his life in a wheelchair, I can only imagine how deeply Reeve had to embrace this restraint. The 52nd Gene Key also appeared as his SQ (Spiritual Intelligence) and holds particular significance: he was born in 1952, died at age 52, and carried the 52nd Gene Key twice in his profile.

This key also emphasizes breathing. Stress, like the physical trauma Reeve endured, often leads to shallow, constricted breathing. His breathing required medical support for the rest of his life. I can only imagine the frustration and restlessness he must have felt, yet he found moments of peace and stillness through meditation.

This Gene Key also asks, "How can I be of the greatest service to the whole?" Reeve answered this question from his wheelchair, dedicating himself to supporting others with disabilities. He and Dana's foundation invested in stem cell research and other advancements to support those living with paralysis.
The 52nd Gene Key is about planting seeds, trusting that we may never sit under the trees that grow from them. It is about beginning with a selfless intention and nurturing when guided. Years after Reeve's passing, people continue to watch his story and feel the seeds he planted taking root.

As mentioned earlier, Chiron was discovered in 1977, the year the first Superman movie was released. This discovery occurred in the 27th Gene Key (which moves from Selfishness to Selflessness and is associated with Altruism). While this key was not in Reeve's chart, it ties into the life of the hero. As children, many of us admired heroes like Superman for their superpowers, but the 52nd Gene Key shifts the focus to selfless service. The difference is that we are here to serve the whole, not to save it.

“A hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles.” - Christopher Reeve

The 46th Gene Key (which moves from Seriousness to Ecstasy and is associated with Delight) is considered the benevolent Gene Key of the SQ. Reeve had this Gene Key twice in his Star Pearl profile, linked to his Brand and Relating Spheres. At the gift frequency, this key embodies ease within the body. Did Reeve ever feel this ease? In his memoir, Still Me (a genius play on words), he shared that meditation helped him experience moments of peace and connection with his body. This resonates beautifully with the Stillness of the 52nd Gene Key and the Ecstasy of the 46th.

Reeve delighted audiences as Superman, inspiring childlike wonder. In later years, his vulnerability inspired tears and admiration. Even in photos of him in his wheelchair, his smile still seemed to light up a room.

"Ecstasy begins with the breath. When we learn to breathe deeply, not in a forced way, but a relaxed and open way, then the softness of life can approach us." - Richard Rudd, Gene Keys

Reflecting on Reeve’s life, I am inspired by the man who brought one of my favorite childhood heroes to life. His strength, even in raising a finger, inspired hope.

Returning to the Purpose Sphere of the 58th Gene Key, we see that stability comes from within. Despite the challenges of life, Reeve found joy in selfless service—through spinal cord research, directing, and building a foundation that continues to serve those with disabilities.

Watching his story unfold brought me to tears, but also to a sense of wholeness. He showed that even in loss, we can find vitality.

​"We never lose the things and people we love. It's a cliche to say that we carry them in our heart, but it's true. Everything we touch and everyone we love becomes a part of us and increases our vitality. All the people we have ever loved through our lives will all be there in front of us when our heart one day opens absolutely. The one who appears to have left is actually allowing us to feel more whole.'

- Richard Rudd, Gene Keys

My tears showed me that I had a connection with this man, the 7 year old inside of me has a connection to the delight that he brought into my life. And his selfless service when seemingly imprisoned in a body inspires the adult that sits here writing this. His life story and his beingness makes me feel more whole. Thank you for your service Christopher Reeve. 

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And yet it has not gone unnoticed that what is happening is a symptom of something more. There are surely natural cycles, but as every spiritual tradition says, we are one with all of nature, and so this reflects something deeper. And so the allegory of the wasteland takes us into domains far deeper. 

"In a wasteland, people are fulfilling purposes that are not properly theirs but have been put upon them as inescapable laws. This is a killer.... The spirit is really the bouquet of life. It is not something breathed into life, it comes out of life. This is one of the glorious things about the mother-goddess religions, where the world is the body of the Goddess, divine in itself, and divinity isn't something ruling over and above a fallen nature.... Our story of the fall in the Garden sees nature as corrupt; and that myth corrupts the whole world for us. Because nature is thought of as corrupt, every spontaneous act is sinful and must not be yielded to. You get a totally different civilization and a totally different way of living according to whether your myth presents nature as fallen or whether nature is in itself a manifestation of divinity, and the spirit is the revelation of the divinity that is inherent in nature.” - Jospeh Campbell 

And so these recent events in BC are causing many to look a lot deeper. Those with a reverence for nature are only too aware of the connection. Back in the 1930s a lake was drained, and a community was built on the land formerly occupied by Sumas Lake. When that was done the first nations of the land moved to ground above where the lake had been, they did not build on that sacred space. When the recent floods came in, the land was reclaimed by the water. 

So after the floods I spent time in contemplation, seeing this as something with a deeper meaning for all of us. Water is the great cleanser and the land was being cleansed. We as a community were being shown how truly interconnected we all are and out of it many arose stronger, but not because of the government, because of synergy and coming together for the good of others. The selfless work of thousands is still going on behind the scenes. 

We are not separate from nature, we are a part of nature, so what we do to nature we do to ourselves. And as the ancient axiom says, 'As above, so below.' So what does the wasteland in your life reflect within your own being? 


THE TOWER

Towers have featured in many myths across time and space. Even Carl Jung, master of archetypes and symbols, chose to build a tower for himself, something that was more than just a form of self-aggrandisement, but something that reflected depth for him. It was a "representation in stone of my innermost thoughts and of the knowledge I had acquired... a confession of faith in stone." 

And the same can be said for many towers featured in our ancient myths. Oftentimes we would find a maiden awaiting the rescue of the knight in shining armour, or they were a symbol of protection of virginity. They were also built to connect heaven to earth. But in many myths we hear of the towers that fall, such as the tower of Babel. The tarot card of that name, the Tower, indicates that a fall is coming, that the old is falling away to make way for the new on sturdier foundations. 

Glastonbury Tor is a well recognised tower that still stands today, atop a sacred mound in Glastonbury, a town considered to be the heart of Avalon by many. It is seen as a gateway to the underworld, and is dedicated to the Archangel Michael. It sits upon a confluence of the Michael and Mary ley lines and is seen as a symbol of the sacred union. It holds a special place in my heart, it was where I got engaged to my wife, Nicole, and we return there whenever we return to England. 

And so as a tower its meaning and symbolism has been put forth by many over the centuries. But there is nothing like meditating upon it, physically being there, or in whatever space you find yourself, and allow the mystery to unravel for you. Rather than relying upon somebody else's interpretation, to have your own experience of it, to reveal what meaning it has for you in your life.  

"For the symbols of mythology are not manufactured; they cannot be ordered, invented, or permanently suppressed. They are the spontaneous productions of the Psyche, and each bears within it, undamaged, the germ power of its source."

-- Joseph Campbell
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When we read novels, or myths, we are exploring the realms of the psyche, and there is much more to them than simply background. When you think of Hogwarts castle in the Harry Potter series it will likely evoke a whole host of feelings for you. Beyond a school, it was a school of magic, which is likely why many kids were drawn to the stories, it took them beyond the mundane conformity of their own schooling, it reconnected many with a love of learning. School has been a place where aspects of the psyche have been suppressed in our wasteland world, and our imagination can help break us free of those shackles. 

Over the years I have been to sites such as Stonehenge and Avebury, and they have brought to me transformation on many levels. Seeing how interconnected they were throughout the world, and how they sat on specific energy spots on the land, helped unlock for me the deep interconnectedness of all of humanity, and that although oceans may separate us, when an idea's time has come, there is nothing that will stop it from emerging. 

So, as well as playing with human archetypes, and drawing them deep into your being, you may find yourself inclined to explore the landscapes around you in greate depth. What do they reflect within your own psyche? What teachings do they have for you?

In the upcoming Journey Through Avalon, we will be journeying to many symbolic locations throughout Avalon, and Glastonbury, its representation in the physical world. Using a contemplative approach we will journey to locations such as Glastonbury Tor, Glastonbury Abbey, the Red and White Springs, Tintagel Castle, Merlin's Cave, and other locations that hold deep symbolism within our psyche. The visualisations will allow these places to come alive for us and as we embrace the mystery, we allow the wisdom to reveal itself. And that may look quite different for each of us. We have a wonderful group of people gathering and would love to count you among us. To register go here. 

"A house divided against itself cannot stand."

- Abraham Lincoln 


This week I have noticed myself being especially aware of the shadow of division within myself and within the world. It has come up throughout this whole Covid experience, but in light of the Delta group that I am part of, it is especially apparent to me. At times I have reacted to it within my being, but as the week has progressed it has become more about noticing and responding. 

When we journey with the Gene Keys we eventually meet our Vocation Key in the Pearl Sequence. And the Gene Key that governs this sphere for all of us would be the 7th Gene Key, which moves from the Shadow of Division, to the Gift of Guidance, and it is the SIddhi of Virtue. As long as we are divided within, then we will perpetuate that division in the world, and we cannot be on purpose. This is why it's been important for me this week to notice my reactions to the division. They show me where I am divided. 

Throughout my life I have played what I would call an activist role, but in many ways I could see it was more about being a reactionist. I have the 49th Gene Key twice in my chart (SQ and Radiance) so I can see where I have been both helpful and unhelpful. Now, I am making a conscious effort to avoid 'them and us' thinking. 

What has been coming through more and more in recent months is the need to envision the future. Not as a way to escape the now, or to avoid our shadows, but to anchor in new energies into my being and into the world. It is easy to react to the agendas of others and to fight back, but the shadows will always arise when we focus on the vision we are bringing forth. I love and am committed to the vision of Guidance brought through by the 7th Gene Key, which means I am going to witness the shadow of division in the world and myself, but I do not have to react to it. 

And so when I see myself as part of community, I see myself connecting with others creating a foundation based upon the gift of Guidance. And these are few and far between. Those with the gift of Guidance are not dictating to others what they should or shouldn't be doing, they are empowering others to act according to their own intuition. This shadow is not something we just see in the authorities of the world, I see it in those who are rebelling against the authorities of the world, still dictating what others should or should not be doing. So as a whole we still do not see the 7th gift playing out in the world at large. 

And the only person I have any influence over with this is myself. Wherever I catch myself in Division I have an opportunity to embrace a deeper level of Guidance. I make a choice not to invest in the division in the world by energetically not reacting to it. I have no idea how long this shadow will play out in the collective before we are done with it, but I can choose when I am done with it. 

This Gene Key also plays a part in the Codon Ring of Union (4th, 7th, 29th and 59th Gene Keys) which brings to us a vision of collective leadership. This is the ring that will transmute the notion of hierarchy in the world, which means acknowledging and embracing the shadows of Intolerance, Division, Dishonesty and Half-heartedness and see how they play off of one another. 

Avalon, as an archetypal reality, holds a vision, an ideal, for me, that I resonate with. The myths of Avalon have been carried throughout the ages, of a land of plenty, abundance and sovereignty. It holds a vision for us, one that as a whole we have had a challenge embracing. We can have or individual intentions for our lives, but what will see us through as a humanity is collective intentions. This may not be a vision you align with, so what is yours? We will be asked to attune to this vision, not force it upon the world, lest we fall back into the shadow realms. 

Synarchy, Synthesis and Syntropy - three words that propel the vision of the Gene Keys and are very much aligned with the vision of Avalon. We practice them in our own hearts, in our own lives, and through our modelling of it can be an influence on the world. The archetypes of Merlin, Arthur, Morgan Le Fay, Nimue and others can be guides for us on this journey. I see the vision of Avalon not as something to empower the individual alone, all that is part of it, but also to come together to anchor in a new vision of the world we are co-creating. And each person playing along will be contributing to that vision in their own unique way. 

Whatever vision we collectively hold, we will meet our shadows along the way, sometimes in the form of people in our lives. How we respond to them will have a big affect on us. There is always somebody beckoning us to join their cause, to fight for their ideal, but oftentimes we are not even sure of the vision we are fighting for. When we fight others, while in the realms of the shadows all the time, we cannot even tap into our vision. When we transmute the shadows then the vision becomes clear. It's there, awaiting our awareness of it. 

The 7th Gene Key is guiding us into the future. Whether it's in our chart or not it is influencing our journey. What collective visions do you align with? What are we being guided to create together? What is your part in that puzzle? What can you do now to bring it to your part of the world? 

Join us for an 12 week journey as we dive deep into the mysteries of Avalon and call forth its wisdom for the modern age. Each of the many buildings and features within the landscape offer us something of contemplation to activate experiences and integration within our lives. We visit the feminine mysteries of the priesteses of Avalon, and the stories of the Grail, watched over by Joseph of Arimathea. And we journey not as individuals, but as a group of people each serving a function within the collective. ​

This journey through the seals is definitely opening up new vistas in my awareness and the fourth seal was no different. The fourth seal works at the level of the causal body, the home of our soul and of archetypes. 

Those who have been following my blogs may remember that it is the Christian saints that have been predominantly showing up for me through this excursion, but this seal has been an exception. The Christian saint associated with this seal is St Paul, but he has not been showing up as other saints have. 

During the week with that seal however, I kept coming across a buddhist saint in works that I was reading, Padmasambhava. Now, Buddhism is not something I have had a strong resonance with so far in my life and so I had not remembered who the buddhist saints of the seals are. And so I looked to see which saint was associated with the 4th seal, and of course it turns out that it is Padmsambhava.

Because he is related to the causal plane we see him mentioned in relation to collective phenomena. Richard Rudd often speaks about termas, gifts that are released into the collective at certain times. The Gene Keys is one such terma, affecting now thousands of people through its wisdom. Other things that could be considered termas would be the Dead Sea Scrolls found at Nag Hammadi in 1945, texts which have vastly altered our understanding of the conflicts in the early days of Christianity. 

Not only can we speak of termas but we can also speak of any transmission that is entering the collective and they are collectively known as Egregores. The Catholic church would be one such egregore, Buddhism another.  You can think of them as entities in the astral plane that are in need of human bodies to come into form, they are not something sinister by any means. Egregores may or may not be helpful to humanity though.

There are egregores that would be considered much more harmful, such as Nazism, communism or forms of propaganda use by certain media institutions. Egregores come from realms less dense than the physical and find their way into humanity through individuals or groups. Richard Rudd would be considered to be one of the first points of contact in the physical plane for the transmission that is the Gene Keys. 

Another topic that works with our collective challenges and even evil, is something that has been named Wetiko. It is originally a native american name and it speaks to a disease of the psyche, so not relegated to one individual mind, but to soul groupings and takes us deeper into the work with archetypes. Wetikos may appear on the world stage as these projections of evil but it is in each of us as individuals that it is healed. I have the 12th Gene Key (Purity) as my Culture key and 2nd Gene Key (Unity) and am truly only interested in concepts and teachings that help resolve our separation. 

It could be easy to see archetypal patterns of evil in the world outside of us, but with Wetiko we learn that the healing of it takes place within each of us, recognising at its core that we are interconnected. So Wetiko itself may make it seem like the evil actions are outside of us, but when we recognise that we are all interconnected and that the potential for evil exists within each of us, we bring an end to that separation. We take ownership of that projection. And when there are many people taking such responsibility, truly doing the work of the shadow then it offers great hope for us. Understanding what is called Wetiko could really help us bring more light into this world. Every shadow contains a gift and wetiko is no different. 

But of course this does mean doing our shadow work, not intellectualising it, which can be easy in our desire to escape it. It means witnessing the 64 shadows of the Gene Keys within our being and bringing genuine presence to them to integrate them. When we dissociate from a shadow out of denial or repression we push it away. When we are half hearted in our shadow work the dissociation remains. When we fully presence it, in the presence of the light, we can truly transmute the shadow. 

So as we navigate these fascinating times, when it is so easy to buy into the division and reaction, I am reminded to call in the guidance of great sages like Padmasambhava. Understanding of the causal plane can come through him, through merging with him in the unified field of consciousness. Though ideas like egregores and wetiko may seem outlandish, I am inspired by them, they make the great problems of our world something that I am not powerless in. It is like the work of collective trauma healing, which focuses not just on our individual traumas but the traumas we have experienced as nations. 

The teaching of the 4th Sacred Seal is "We are the Epiphany." And as Richard says in the invocation, not you, or me, or I, or she, or him, but We, We are the Epiphany. Working on this plane of reality can bring a whole new approach to world problems, I believe it. The work of the Seven Seals is one such teaching that appreciates this, of course there are many others, but this is the one that I am immersed in deeply in these times. 

I leave you with this prayer to Padmasambhava, may he, as a higher aspect of your own being, bless you as you journey through your work in the world. 

For many years I had an aversion to returning to the bible, not trusting that it had any kind of value, having been indoctrinated in it as a young man and breaking free of it at my first opportunity. I had spent many years seeing how the bible had been written and rewritten by different groups over time and had my doubts about any of what I was reading. When I heard about the findings of the Gospels of Mary Magdalene, Thomas and Phillip at Nag Hammadi, altogether excluded from the bible, they cast even more doubt for me. My twenties and most of my thirties were devoid of any exploration of the bible as a result.

The 63rd Gene Key however, has guided me to taking a different approach with it, to embrace that doubt and see what arises. Authors like Rudolf Steiner, Adyashanti, Cynthia Bourgeault, Paramhansa Yogananda and Andrew Harvey have also encouraged me to actually review the bible somewhat so that I could break the spell it had over my childhood. So as a child I felt it was shoved down my throat and certain interpretations were made available, but now as an adult I can begin to view them with a little intuitive guidance and can shatter the spells that were cast on me by others. 

So my journey this week, also tying into the 63rd Gene Key (the 6th Sacred Seal), has been calling upon the guidance of the soul known as Thomas, drawing him deeper into my contemplations and here in this blog to share some of the wisdom of Thomas that never entered into the bible as we know it. Knowledge that would shake religion to its core.  


24 Now Thomas (also known as Didymus[a]), one of the Twelve, was not with the disciples when Jesus came. 25 So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord!”
But he said to them, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.”
26 A week later his disciples were in the house again, and Thomas was with them. Though the doors were locked, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you!” 27 Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe.”
28 Thomas said to him, “My Lord and my God!”
29 Then Jesus told him, “Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”


Now let's remember that the bible was highly controlled by authorities over the last 2000 years and that new documents are being revealed all the time. In Nag Hammadi in Egypt, in 1945, scrolls were recovered from the desert that predate most known versions of the bible. Amongst them was one titled "The Gospel of Thomas" and in this we begin to get the impression that Thomas is not one who doubted much at the end of the journey. His gospel is considered by many modern scholars and theologians to contain high truths of a gnostic nature. 

There are, as always, debates as to whether Thomas himself wrote them, or if it someone passing off as him. The chronology of it appears to fit with Thomas' lifetime and so many are confident that it is in fact the same Thomas, previously known as Doubting Thomas. 

It is said that, after the death of Jesus, Thomas travelled through Persia and India in his lifetime, spreading the teachings of Jesus far, and his writings have an Eastern feel to them. They are quite different in the nature of their revelations than the other gospels. The passages within, words said to come directly from Jesus, recognise a vision of wholeness which gives the physical dimension an important part to play in the unfolding of our evolution, not merely an illusion to be ignored or side stepped. In deepest truth it is an illusion but the physical world, as some of the teachings reveal, cannot simply be brushed aside. That only deepens the wound of separation as far as I can tell.  

In the Seven Sacred Seals, the 6th Seal brings healing to the wound of separation. The following is just one sample of many passages. 

"When you are able
to make two become one, 
the inside like the outside, 
and the outside like the inside, 
the higher like the lower, 
so that a man is no longer male, 
and a woman, female, 
but male and female, 
become a single whole;
when you are able to fashion
an eye to replace an eye,
and form a hand in place of a hand, 
or a foot for a foot, 
making one image supersede another
- then you will enter in."

- Logion 22, The Gospel of Thomas 

The end of this could be misinterpreted by transhumanists as a reason to create bionic feet but this is going into a much deeper messaging. It's the kind of message that we can sit with and contemplate, allow the truth to be revealed to us. I have heard interpretations of it, and yet would be interested to know what others come up with. For me it helps bring an end to separation and contemplate the many areas of life I still perceive it and am even attached to it. 

For me something that stands out is that in our minds we often separate between 'in here' and 'out there' and yet this speaks to the awareness that there is no separation. In fact separation continues to exist because we look upon life as 'in here' and 'out there'. And so when I see suffering in another, but see them as the other, I keep separation alive. But when the siddhi of Truth descends there is no such separation. 

I do believe that the Gospel of Thomas is one well worthy of contemplation. When I read it such a joy resonates in my soul. The words need to be explored, there are riddles and paradoxes throughout, but they are designed to penetrate the heart and not satisfy the mind. As we continue to work with the siddhis of our Gene Keys I find it helpful to remember that we are being asked to hold paradoxes. Truth is one of those paradoxes and I will continue to call upon Thomas as I contemplate the words he wrote down all those centuries ago. They feel to me as though they are yet one more gift to help shatter the illusion of religion that has been passed down the ages. There is a gift in the doubt. 

This last week, in three group sessions, we cracked open the 7th Sacred Seal, the siddhi of divine Grace. This is the seal that unlocks all the other seals and it is of a divine feminine essence. Associated with each seal is a Buddhist bodhisattva and a Christian saint and I have been feeling their essence as I journey with the seals, synchronicities keeping me on track lest I forget.

For the 7th Seal we are working with the Boddhisattva Tara, a goddess who may show up in green, white or a myriad of other colours, all of slightly different symbolism. The other guide of the 7th Seal is who I have found myself drawn to through synchronicity, the Christian saint Mary, the mother of Jesus. 

As with other saints she is someone that I have learned different stories about throughout the years. In my catholic upbringing the miracle of the virgin was espoused through all of the classes I received and in the prayers we oft repeated. I was under the impression, whether through teachings or my understanding of them, that Mary and Joseph were of lowly origins and it added to the miraculous nature of Jesus' life. 

Over the years I began to have a different understanding of Mary and Joseph, learning from many sources that in fact they came from noble lineages. Throughout the bible it does mention that Joseph was of the lineage of David and in Luke's gospel we learn of Mary's lineage. But because the patriarchal lineage was deemed more important it just did not receive the same kind of attention in my school tuition. 

And then there is the whole story of the virgin birth, something shared to draw attention to the divinity of Jesus. What we see is that the virgin birth is a myth that had its origins way before the birth of Jesus. In Egyptian myths we hear of the miracle conception of Horus by Isis. The sumerian myths speak of the divine birth of Marduk through the intervention of Ea. The humanity of Jesus is something that has been coming through eastern mystics and researchers alike in recent years. He was both human and divine. 

But rather than the person and their history, when we work with seals we are looking to merge with the frequency, allow them to guide us and teach us. What are the teachings of Mother Mary in our lives today? That's what rings true and is important for me. And they have ways of reminding us of their presence in our lives. The other day I went out on the ocean with my wife's family and the first yacht that we passed was called Lady Mary. I immediately went into a contemplative space, sitting at the front of the boat, looking out upon the still waters and blue skies and allowed my contemplations to take me where they might. 

"The Holy Ghost Cosmic Vibration, AUM, Maha-Prakriti is analogous to the Cosmic Virgin Mary because it is thus the mother of the immanent Universal Christ Intelligence, the Son of God, and of all created objects.”

- Paramhansa Yogananda 

In the formless state Mother Mary is that which births the Christ consciousness within us all. She is the universal shakti spoken of in Hindu teachings. Prakriti is the origin of all in our physical world.

In the Gene Keys we speak of Involution and Evolution. Involution is the pouring through of consciousness from the higher realms into the material realms. Evolution is the movement from material to the higher realms. The 7th Seal opens this portal to grace to meet the suffering of the world. 

"We bow deeply to the presence of this grace, this holy shakti that falls upon us from the celestial realms."
- from the 7th Seal Invocation 

All of this work that I do helps me to open up to bearing witness to the suffering of others. The day after invoking this with two of my groups I found myself watching The Wisdom of Trauma which follows the work of Gabor Mate, someone who I have followed closely for a number of years. Although I knew much of what he was sharing in the movie, I was moved by the depth of vulnerability of the people he interviewed. I witnessed a woman who spends her days among the homeless, a living embodiment of the grace of the 7th seal. We heard the painful stories of those who had turned to drug addiction or prostitution, who longed for the love and affection of others in their hurt but never received it. 

The suffering of the world is something that the 7th Gene key allows us to meet. We receive it and we transmute it in our being through the gift of this grace. We need not turn our back on the suffering. We can look them in the eyes, feel their pain and allow for that grace to move through and between us. I felt that as I watched this movie, feeling deeply their pain and suffering, but not taking it on. The suffering is not without purpose, this is something this seal brings home hugely. "Suffering is Grace" is the contemplation of this key. Sit with that contemplation for a day and see what shows up. 

I think of the many people who over  the centuries who have had visions of Mary. The children of Fatima is a story that I have been recently re-acquainted with. When she showed up it was not simply to bless the children so they could be holy, they became vessels for her grace and it drew thousands who were suffering in their own lives in their own ways. Those children faced many challenges, including of course disbelievers. Many crave the apparitions of Mary but all those I have read about were being prepped for some deep and powerful work in their apparitions. 

And so as I continue walking this path with the 7 Seals I will turn to Mary often. In the last few years she has found a new place in my heart, an emanation of that divine grace, a guide on the pathway to embodiment. May she continue to bless all with her shakti. 

If you have been following my blogs in recent weeks you will be aware that it seems like I am being inundated with Christian saints. They have been showing up everywhere, not in form or apparition, but as clear guidance, things to consider as I enter into the Seven Sacred Seals sessions over the next 9 weeks. It is not a Christian teaching, it has tantric elements to it too, but as it has the deepest resonance in our western world it is where I am being guided. 

This last week especially I have been feeling a pull to look into the lives of two saints, St Francis of Assisi and Theresa De Avila. Both I know a little of, but I was drawn to explore their lives a little more deeply. My wife had just been gifted a book about St Teresa, so I snapped it up from underneath her, the pull to read it very strong. 

As it turned out I also received a copy of the book Seven Sacred Seals after a month long delay. It showed up between seals sessions on the day my groups began. Would you believe it the book fell open at the page about the 7 Saints associated with each seal, something I wasn't even aware was a thing. And then I saw that Teresa was the 5th Sacred Seal, the 4th Gene key, which happens to be my Purpose key. And St Francis is the 3rd Sacred seal, a seal I had been working with last weekend. To me this reveals that we truly can tap into the field of this work, it is a transmission. I had no idea they were the associated saints and to feel such a strong pull to them in recent weeks should then come as no surprise, but it was.  

What stood out for me straight away from Teresa's story was that from a young age she wanted to be a martyr, an idea that many of us avoid in our modern world, seeing it connected to a sense of powerlessness and manipulation in many circles. But she wanted to 'suffer for Christ' as she called it, living a strict life in a nunnery, praying her guilt away daily. By today's standards she would still be considered a saint, but to her, in her mind, she was far from it, with many thoughts of her human failings. For her it was prayer that carried her through her life, as well as the odd visitation from an apparition. 

And then when I started reading into the life of St Francis, one of the first things I read about him was also his desire to be a martyr, to suffer for Christ. And in those days that often meant being burned at the stake, or something worse inflicted upon them by the Inquisition authorities. But what Francis demonstrated through his martyrdom was a surrender of his lower self into the arms of the divine, a true sacrifice. 

This took me back to childhood memories of staring at the cross at the back of my church, with the figure of Jesus surrendered on it. That symbol has carried such deep meaning in the western psyche, the crucifixion, and I do believe it is something that we are beginning to collectively come to right relationship around. But as a young boy staring at the cross I know I took on the opinion that I too would have to suffer in order to deserve heaven. And boy has that taken me on a journey, one that I now have a very different idea about today thankfully. 

As we learn in the 7 Sacred Seals, 'Suffering is Grace'. Playing those words over in our minds can lead to some deep contemplation, I know it has every time I have facilitated a seals group. But it doesn't mean that we need to cause our own suffering, that we need to seek out unnecessary suffering. In my life I am certain that I did. I saw the life my grandfather lived as a POW in Poland in WW2 and his resilience spoke to me, but it also affirmed the idea that I must suffer. But suffering for the lower self and suffering to free others are quiet different acts altogether. 

"Living for God is martyrdom." said Paramhansa Yogananda. Now isn't that a bit of a different idea to what martyrdom is than the one I learned? The belief that we need to sacrifice ourselves for the lower desires of others. We don't have to burn at the stake to be a martyr, we are martyrs when we sacrifice our base desires for higher desires, when we live for God. 

There are those who may appear to play the role of martyr in the world, but if they were alive today they would probably tell us that they sacrificed only their lower nature. Throughout the history of Christianity we have heard of it, the Cathars who willingly walked on to the pyre to burn into the light, the Templars who burned at the stake, refusing to reveal the true nature of the treasure that others sought to take from them. In those times and those places it appears that it would have to play out that way. They chose God. 

But today, to speak those truths, to hold them in our daily lives, does not usually bring us an automatic burning. We may be criticised by others who hold to different belief systems but thankfully in the part of the world where we live I can speak my truths without fear of this.  If anything the memory is stored within our DNA, I have observed it in past life regressions in many over the years. The fear of it can immobilise even the most devoted. 

For me it has often shown up in the form of people pleasing, something I can still catch in myself as I journey deeper into the work. We try to please others and we find ourselves sacrificing ourselves. When we serve God we find that we will release those who need us to please them and be surrounded by those who also serve God. 

Caroline Myss actually speaks to the archetype of the martyr and references the martyrdom that the self help world wants to avoid at all costs, but also the martyrdom that is the higher frequency expression of that archetype. 

"Within the self-help field, the shadow Martyr is viewed as a person who has learned to utilize a combination of service and suffering for others as the primary means of controlling and manipulating her environment. Ironically, in the social and political world, the martyr is often highly respected for having the courage to represent a cause, even if it requires dying for that cause for the sake of others. Suffering so that others might be redeemed, whether that redemption take a spiritual or political form, is among the most sacred of human acts. While people recognize this archetype in others, particularly when they are directly influenced by the individual sporting this pattern, they often cannot see it in themselves."

- Caroline Myss 

My contemplation around this would lead me to look at dharma and the script that we are part of. For Gandhi (who incidentally shares a birthday with Caroline Myss) his dharma was to die for the cause, as it was for Martin Luther King. But for others who have fought for causes they have gone on to live longs lives. Can we trust the script? Can we stand in our truth even with that possibility hanging over us? 

I don't think this contemplation is over. Saint Teresa and Francis has opened up a line of contemplation for me this week that I will continue to take into the work with the Seven Sacred Seals. I leave you with these words from Richard about both of these saints. 

"Fifth Seal 
St  Teresa of Avila 

Teresa of Avila was a mediaeval mystic who attained very high States of ecstatic God-consciousness. She had a series of embodied visions in which Christ became visible to her. These experiences gave her a lifelong understanding of the nature of sin and the means to transcend it through a kind of four level 'Christian tantra'.


3rd Seal 
St Francis of Assisi

Saint Francis one of the best known and most fondly loved of all Christian saints. Saint Francis represents the vast humility of the love for all humans and creatures, no matter how insignificant they may seem. Saint Francis's life is also a representation of the complete surrender of the lower self into the arms of the divine."

- Richard Rudd, the Seven Sacred Seals

I was never someone who was into art, in fact was one of the only ones in my family who was not. My dad studied art history, as have some cousins. But over the years I have been pulled in the direction of certain renaissance artists especially, like Leonardo Da Vinci, Donatello, Michaelangelo and Raphael. And yes I loved the Ninja Turtles growing up so that is likely a reason these four stand out. But there are other reasons they have caught my attention and it is largely because of the mysteries that surround their works. 

Last week in a healing journey I was presented with a face in my minds eyes that was clearly a painting, but not one that I recalled having seen before. I filed it away in my mind trusting that if it was to arise it would arrive with little effort, it would not require me sifting through thousands of paintings online. 

In my adventures reading Rudolf Steiner talking about the Templars I stumbled upon material about John the Baptist, much of which I raised in my last blog.  One of the comments made by Steiner was that John reincarnated during the renaissance period as the artist Raphael. Something made me pause in that moment and reflect on the painting I had just seen days before in my vision. Perhaps there was a Raphael painting that I might recognise. And I didn't have to look far to find it, the painting jumped out right away. The face was what had been the clearest, even the hair colour. And it was to be found in a painting called "The Woman and The Unicorn." Only the woman's face had been in the vision, I would definitely have remembered a unicorn if I had seen it. 

At this point of the quest  my mind is not necessarily convinced that John the Baptist became Raphael, but I can recognise a good synchronicity when I see one. I trust the images I see in my meditations to look into them at a later date. In the 20th century this was a painting known as St Catherine of Alexandria (a name I had recognised in conjunction with the Templars), but upon x-ray imaging had revealed a unicorn, and then further testing revealed before that Raphael had originally sketched a dog. Raphael was responsible for the dog and the unicorn but it was an unknown painter in the 17th century who had painted the Catherine wheel symbolic of the martyrdom of St Catherine. 

So, working backwards we could look at some possibilities that may provide clues in this ongoing adventure. St Catherine is another saint who has influenced Templar beliefs over the centuries, Henry Sinclair, the Templar who came to North America, having a particular affinity to her due to the well that was near his property in Rosslyn, Scotland. She was a patron saint of learning, but also for unmarried women. Churches dedicated to her were often built at the top of hills, with laterns lit to guide sailors safely. I wonder why the unnamed painter would be inclined to turn Raphael's art into the catherine wheel? 

The next layer is the Unicorn, which has long been associated with Grail legends as a symbol of purity. She holds the unicorn in her lap, something that Margaret Starbird speaks to in her book, the Woman With The Alabaster Jar. A unicorn in the lap may seem innocuous to us but when we realise that many medieval paintings included it in reference to the Grail mysteries it changes somewhat, bringing heresy to the fore. 

"The bridegroom/king with "lifted head" or "horn" inevitably seeks the lap of the Bride for the consummation of the Sacred Marriage" claims Margaret Starbird in reference to some tapestries "So does the mythical unicorn. Although the tapestries were woven at the dawn of the Renaissance period (1500 AD), the story of the unicorn with his head in the lap of the maiden originated in the classical world, where the imagery of the sacred king and his marriage to the love goddess was familiar." (page 138)

Although she is not referencing Raphael's work, the unicorn in the lap is hard to miss. The medieval painters had put their teachings in plain sight, for those who could understand them. Is it possible Raphael was up to the same? It is interesting also to see the pillars either side of the lady, a symbol often seen in templar and freemasonry in reference to the pillars of Joachim and Boaz. 

Starbird also mentions that the unicorn is associated with anointing of the king with oil and is "an echo of the line from the twenty-third psalm, where the king addresses the feminine deity" (page 137). 

If we are talking about anointing with oil then we can link back to St Catherine whose wheel once covered over the top of the unicorn. She is also associated with fertility. The Balm Well at Henry Sinclair's home in Rosslyn was said to be an "inexhaustible fountain of healing, for it possessed a black oil believed to be constantly renewed by St Catherine. When Prince Henry Sinclair was born his father immediately anointed him with oil from this well with the belief it would protect him from the plague." This comes from William F Mann in the book The Knights Templar in the New World. 

And finally, as Starbird refers to throughout her book, the heretics such as the cathars and templars believed that it was the "horn of the unicorn that would purify the polluted doctrine of the church" (page 140). For those of us in Canada, as we witness the ongoing revelations about the Residential Schools, many of us are filled with emotions around what the Catholic church still does to others in the name of Christ today. As the emotions towards the church are purified perhaps there will be a greater chance of restoring long lost wisdom from the cradle of Christianity. 

At this point I am not drawn to look deeper into the dog reference in the very first layer of the painting but I will stay open to any impressions and insights I receive. For now, the unicorn and St Catherine both leave us something to contemplate in reference to the hidden mysteries concealed within art throughout the centuries.